Sunday, October 08, 2006

........dream i was into

hi it been quite some time since i wrote..... well u can say that i was preoccuppied...... not with work ... with friends.... well with a dream........ that was helped to dream .... a perfect dream a perfect world......... me n him....no one else nothing else..... just dreams ...just fantasies.... just love ............... transported to a world of heaven..... which i have never dreamt...... i s there one?? i always questioned..... naah!!! i never thought ...coz i was so busy with myself.... my happiness .... never wanted neone to penetrate deep with that me.....not my friends...not my parents....... but now i had lead the door open..... open to someone whom i hardly knew...dont know y i did but yes i did it...n i never realisd it....wen the door opened wen he came in...... yes it was opened..... n once it was opened there was no looking bak..... the dreams were shown n i followed without hesitation..... to the world were everything was perfect ...where i was the princess.... where everything was bright n happy... was it heaven.... yes i thought heaven must be this ......dont knw practically whether there is one but then i was experiencing one in this life it self........ loved every moment ....the human inside me craved for more n more ...n i got more n more.... humans r greedy by nature specially wen it comes to love n happiness n i was no exception...... i was greedy .....yeah i was......... but who isnt..... i left everything behind in tried to reach the stars thats wen my dream broke....... thud!!!!! i fell to reality again.......to realise that i was chasing a dream ...a fantasy.... which is not possible to get in reality..... or might if im lucky or with GODS grace..... well that im not sure.... now that im bak to reality ...... im bak with responsibility of my self...my friends... my family....my love....... work for the happiness.... work for the love...... harsh reality but cant help ..can i........ but the dream was good.... i thank atleast i saw the dream... atleast i was perfectly happy for sometime in this imperfect world..... n i ll cherish it for the rest of my lifetime..... hope i get that again but not as a dream but as a reality..... im ready to work for it.......thank u for the dream...... hope it forever.... but i want to say that fantasies n dreams do happen in life if u work for it..... let s c.... i have trust in my GOD.........n i have trust in myself n u..... dreams is over n reality started..... huh!!! so much for a dream.........

1 comment:

Amit Gaur said...

Ur dream was beautiful!...And the reality after that wasnt bad either..
If one can have Sumthn as beautiful as dat in their life ..Even if just once.. Even if just a dream..Itz worth it..:)
Cherish it forever!
Relive it wen u r down!
Itz all Yours!..:)